-rainbow in the dark-

- 好想有人跟我吵架，陪我吵架， 为我吃醋-

watching FATE TWISTERS reali seem like a carbon copy of my life. perhaps all gals are made this way. believing wad others say n not wad the guy in their life says. (yes i m lamenting again.)

waiting for someone burrowing into my arms again. yes u knw who u are. no u wont see this.

is it always true that everything becomes sweeter after u realise that u lost it. n when u know u are the better one and yet lose out to another. i guess everyone in this fast paced world just yearns instant gratification nowadays huh..

hey i still think that in this world anything can happen. Miracles. its just a matter of perspective, is it not? " u wnna see the rainbow u gotta sit thru the rain" so they say. who's they? why are THEY so smart. n we minor characters in this whole farce we call life huh?

do ppl wan partners of similar traits to oneself, or vastly different personalities?
perhaps we are too similar in so many ways that u see urself in me. n u got bored.

shucks. im turning gurlie wurlie again. i miss hugging. nono. i miss YOUR ....

i figured that i already found n lost my ONE . n i knw that its wrong to love juz for the sake of missing the love-ing feeling. so i guess i could nv really love again. so scrap those thoughts dummy.
Point Taken.

wonder hows my frens doing in NS.. n how i wish i could get a real gathering going..

hey anyone out there? do u ever get a FRIEND who doesnt talk to u much? or doesnt seem to respond much online? well can i get advice on wad mentality these person haf? is it distaste or juz plain annoyance?

NOTE TO SELF: START blaming others n not yourself ok?

at least i can afford a real smile these days. yes without you. 3 months on.