-i wont hate-

its been a while
since i could squeeze out this pocket of time
its raining
gloomy skies

and my head is spinning
this stupid fever
argh

looking back the time i was (not) around
thinking of the possible separation(s)
Genting..Nepal..New York
its very possible
and at the same time i have to
because of the fact the market out there is huge
untapped
so
yoU
i know yoU know its a "have to"
but its good
for the future

clearing out the excess baggage in the thresholds of my mind
i know
what i do
is right
is good
is what i should do
and im glad
so many people benefitted because of me

but U?
im a cheater?
dont need help?
please
think of Ur situation
dont be sily or stubborn any more
work all U want
but what happens in the end
can he support U?
and Ur family
is he doing everything for this possiblity
or just that the 2 of U want to be plain ignorant
and for how long?

and so if U claim im a cheater not worth to be Ur friend
reject the help
then why ask me for money to shop?
he cant provide?
or U just want to use my "dirty money" i cheated people for

Ur not dumb
just needs a little wake up call
years down the road
i hope U have the best
not that i didnt offer to help

18 july 2007
income this month up till today: 8000 SGD