-news reflect. and reflects of my own.-

anyone read the news about the Clementi indian rapist? apparently he is wanted for other crimes long ago. but hell.. why would anyone want to rape a helpless widow who is so old already? is he twisted or what!
one thing still puzzles me.. the place wass near my ex working area.. the 19 years old girl who was attacked too. she said she is a virgin, and the guy just had anal sex with her? so thats all she could say? that she is a virgin, and the guy gave up? and guess whats worse. they dress up and leave as though nothing happened, only for her to go back for her glasses, and he helped her find it. GOD. this sounds like an arranged act isnt it? and while searching he did it to her again....

all this sounds too fake. sorry for being disreSpectful. but one who is so twisted to rape a grandmother could let a girl remain a virgin. i dont know what to say about that..

happy birthday world! today is everybody's birthday..

was made to go haircut at the ungodly hour of 4pm while i was half rotting at home. didnt wish to go to np people's steamboat gathering. haha i haven met them ever since we left bp.. cause of the idiot "tai jian" i never want to get acquainted with again. and in some ways i dont have the courage to face them all.. dont know why? also yeeli will bound to ask about me. haha never really treated her as a real big sis. only one day bigger! hmph..

and Karl says you are quite pretty. hmm. he said he asked you whether im your bf. you said no. dont know what else you mentioned. but when i mentioned we broke up a year ago, he was like " who broke whose heart? must be you not good to her la" i was gutted. must it always be the guy's fault? oh. cause its me. everything should always be blamed on me. unfortunately i m who i m. well i just say i dont want to think about it. i just dont want to have it hanging in my mind. i've got a curse on people.

to which he said
" you know from the look of your eyes i know you still love her. no second chance never try to get back??"

i know im not good enough. i never will be. even if i try out of my skin.

yay. short hair. every haircut feels so uplifting.. hmm.. monday gphototaking session. better get a good shot this time. i screw up at every photoshoot. *blimey*

如果这是通往爱的旅途
也许注定就要荆棘密布。。

(i dowan to know. dont show off.)