-leave. it all. here-

ahh..messy
all the extra time i have now
baaadly managed..
still tired everyday
BOO

really sad about the earrings.
i dont know what happened too.
its too embarrasing
but i would never short change U
i would never save on U
silly
so just let me see
and we go shop for it ..
its my fault


observation this week:
there are funny people around
who just mindlessly follow through on the things
they already know will not benefit them in the long run
or that they do not see it as just "lazy" to change for a positive setting?
or mindless optimism towards a better change
even when nothing is happening..
sometimes..knowing the future,even the possibilities,are scary..

so hope minz knows what is really going through her mind
and U too know what U really want
and i know what i really want to do and my priorities

stable
afford-able
empowered
dedicated


at least i know i haven strayed from my believes
or changed myself because of circumstances
that would have been the traits of a weakling

加油