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THE LONGEST WEEK OF MY LIFE..

checking into Nee Soon camp was hard work already with its well-hidden location and mid-ranged walking distance everyday.. but wads the worse that could happen? finding out we would be having intensive lectures since day one! and its stay in till god knows when.. and what else could be worser-er? RELAPSE OF MY FEVER..

and so was driven to the Medical Centre where they put me on IV drip.. and waited.. 4 hours observation..wasting everyone's time.. and still the fever wont budge. from sunday's 38.2 it seemed ok on monday. but the night it maintained 38-40.3 range.. god.. i think even the medic got shocked.. so here we go hospital hopping.. and ruined my plans of studying well for the course..aRGh

Tan Tock Seng Hospital was full.. heck it was overflowing.. but the way the nurse responded was kinda cute.. duh.. but i was just dying from the looks everyone was throwing at me.. army uniform-ed being pushed around on wheelchair.. finally ended up at Alexandra. where the wait at the A&E took 4+ hours! i seriously pity the people who waited with me. x-ray..blood test.. time flew and i was warded at the ungodly hour of 5am.. yeah.. sooner to wake up then sleep.. and i was fatigued from sitting in the wheelchair with the aircon chilling me ...

Acquired Pneumonia. lung infection and urinary tract infection's the verdict. urgh.. thinking of it makes me sick..

4 days lost in the course.. im not a particularly studious character so how am i gonna catchup!!?? man.. what good timing.. and nobody visits me. nobody that i wished to came.. bahhh. just entertaining myself with phonecalls. Hi tingting hope your BNW exam was smooth with my help.. i stayed up ok.. and u stayed up even later.. liar liar.. and u ask whether its contagious wor.. so scared.. u rather i die without seeing me? :(

suddenly recalled something fom tekong.. do u know the rats there can be quite big? and quite extraordinary too! heck they climb walls by the slits in between segments. yes with two little legs hanging! and they climbed to third storey level.. and these ninja rats dont die too.. while on guard duty i heard a splat in the middle of the night.. a rat fell from the ceiling structures of the ferry terminal... stunned. but later scurried away.. AND CLIMBED UP THE VERTICAL PILLAR without any support or grooves to hold on!! Talk about versatile...

-so u say your not afraid of loneliness? btw who is the one telling u all about me? to me it just shows that i have one less friend from my already dwindling pool. and the 3 years all my effort to save both ended up with nothing.so can i blame u? and will it matter anymore.-

有福：可能现在你一直爱着她但她却不爱你。也有可能当你不再爱那个人的时候，那个人又转过来爱你，但你已经不再爱她了。