-The End Is Near-

seriously. NS life has been quite a breeze. just dont understand why some people take MC just to skip camp days. i mean its a memorable n learning experience isnt it? somehow i think im freakish being so enthusiastic about all this. now if only i have someone by my side to go through my experiences. Not in this lifetime anymore..

30 May. whoa. Live grenade throw day. serious fun. booom from afar shattering our senses. was a little jittery though thinking about the consequences of any errors. but never the less the experience was unforgettable. now if only i can see my own throw again without cover.. haha. n pick up the shrapnel that resulted from the blast. (damn i didnt hit nor destroy the target..)

my 2.4km run improved! roar! 1159.. though i could have been faster..but the NS live has extended my limits. now to try even harder for everything i do.. mental n physical capabilities.. heck.. chin-ups are really a pain in the (body part)...

OMG. i cant wait till i graduate from the place. its swarming with psycho personalities.. one without a clear indication of his sexual preferences( aka GAY or..), not to mention his 100 WPM mouth that rattles non-stop from dawn till dusk. plus the hairy she-male who cant get enough of close contact with anybody around him/her. YUCK. seriously. these people should have been screened before letting them into the service! how can u imagine a GUY of HIS/HER size being so soft n getting closer n closer to u on the dinner table? heck i even moved further away to give him/her more space n HE/SHE INCHES CLOSER AS MUCH AS I MOVE! wad is he..deprived? n why me.. god.. sick.. n to prove my point.. the other guys also have similar "hair - raising " experiences when he/she tries to squeeze through two people talking WHEN THERE ARE OTHER SPACES TO WALK THROUGH. WHAT IS HE/SHE A CONTACT FREAK? just lemme outta here fast please... i don wanna see anymore girlish giggles n finger wagging n nipple twiddling (oops..too much info?) from a HUGE guy/girl like HIM/HER! .... ( find out. initials: A.S.R )

-whenever the memories float back. tears inches into my eyes. yet they will never fall anymore. cuz i have learnt to leave the past behind. neither will i question myself anymore. cuz i did no wrong n u gave me no say. so it is a liberation that u left. for i would have been living life for u. good riddance? perhaps farewell-