Friday, November 11, 2005

-zooming. give up-

ahh.. coming into the final phase.. looking back all of us have been thru so much. false dawns and true joys. promotion awaits. now is the packing up phase ba..

gotta practise more. bowling competition. i wana add to my trophy collection of (1). lol

november 11.. dunno whats the feeling about this month. or perhaps is feeling that Xmas is nearing again. i dowan to spend it alone again. its painful. but cant help thinking. plus. this weekend still have no plans. its the same every week book out. no plans for the weekend. BAS KETIGA LAH. lol. nice phrase. budden what to do. is me who made me no friends. how to make it all over again..

enjoy yourself ZJ bro! you 2s anniversary today. night is still young eh? after dinner can go out what.. relax.. how many years already? hope you have many many more to come.. (",)

inexplicable dreams. oh god. let me know the answers. or i dowan to dream again. it has taken all the fun out of the dreams..

-did you realise last wednesday u sent me the msg to go to chinablack? but guess you werent asking me de la. i could have went. i was free. and bored. i dunno. maybe im chicken. heard u put ur mind and heart down to stay in SP. all the best. and i think its gonna be one year for you 2 le..-

quen. sometimes u just have to hit me hard enough la. sorry that you have to hear my blabberings and crazy swings so many times. i sing myself to sleep. hope u can understand. and i have sworn of girls altogether, no point going for the sky anymore le. i should know my limits and stay low to the ground. until i find what im really good at. meanwhile i did hear abit of your conversation that night. was it adele? how are the two of you le? platonic? or gaping? since u 2 are like in a band i dont think its that difficult to maintain friends till you try again after army ba. good luck to u as well.

me? i just be content with what i have ba. maybe a camera will make me happy for a while. or a R34 soon enough. far away dreams. meanwhile i wake up with a forced smile and endure all the jibing by the "friends" i have.. i think i can survive. hee

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