-hit me down, but see me come back at u twice as hard-

喝着烫的菊花茶，烫到了舌头，但是没办法这是个甜中带苦，带痛的滋味。

不出去是罪吗？

F-square offered to let me choose out of the 6 girls for plans for the night. i just gave him a wry smile and a black face. think hes very helpful when i dont have plans for the night? went to eat 孤单prata,发现大家都是两人三人在一起, only im alone at a corner looking out the window.

1 paper thosai 2 egg 3 kosong 1 bandung

吃吃吃暴自己。。
spent with loved ones. i spend with me myself and i. 3 person!

今天是二月十四号，星期二。二零零六年的第四十五天。
oh who am i bluffing. its V day.
so what if nights off for everyone. they can go home. go out. cosy with gf, family.
end the night with sweet nothings. perhpas even love-making. im sure there is.
i have the whole hill by myself. bunk nobody. no guards kachiao me.
mum called i said i outside talking no sound. cause she asked how come so silent. so i lied.

who asked me to be my cause of isolation...

staying in camp is a welcome distraction. try to catch the rat. the silence is killing me. well, at least im not outside looking at others hand in hand.

good for u meiz. at least he is isncere enough to go pick u up at work. 还有的救。。

eeyore bear u sounded chirpy too. think u and eric would have a great night. dont be blue le k? let the past pass.

i can shelf all the emotions, like a robot. i cant be a chooser.

sleep early. at 10. fell asleep at 12. wake at 2. fell asleep at 3. just pointlessly waiting for a call. any one. any call any sound. stupidly . like anyone will talk on a significant night like this.

e day is passing. 说不出口but.. Happy Vday to U.

-knnbccbfuckingstupididiotrattrap whack such a big bruise on my hand. and still cant catch the rat. zzz-

miss kissing unbrushed teeth.