-confuzed-

geez
when was the last time i was online and blogging
so distant
life has turned a big round.

but not a full circle

can say i like you
cant say i dont love u

i guess deep inside i still feel its best nothing changes?
yet i feel the need to take care of someone
or is it the need of a hug that tweaks me towards what i REALLY think
for once. i feel. i need a pillar. (or is it again..i forgot)

ironies.
the very people i care
distrust
take for granted
wary
disown
me.

TWO STRAIGHT WEEKS OF 4-5 hours of sleep daily. whoopie. am i human.

i want to win my bowling so bad. so baaaadly.. let the feeling come.



tata for now