-hectic. but not losing steam.maybe-

ah just back from guard duty
eyes still poppy

thinking of princess' rejected calls and unanswered smses.
DLs' lack of response and respect for my coordination
stupid crying in camp during my 2 confined nights
and even bloody stupider thinking of the moment in life:
when it was 26072004 our 3rd anniversary, when i made a card and gifts to surprise U at ur house but we didnt talk much. cuz u had to study for tests/exams. u were in my Fav Pooh pyjamas. and U saw the look on my face when i just stood at the window and gazed downstairs. i know i shouldnt have done it. but i though its a special day i could get some attention. bt i also know u want to study. but i remember the lovely hug from behind and taking my hand. for the moment i thought my life and efforts were worth it.
ok cut. end of thoughts. stuff from 2 years ago..

appt just said he couldnt make it. going to office soon. so much for my 1k per week target. it will come. not this week but next !

-till the day when the people i really care knows that i do, and dont leave me like tehy take it for granted-

im tired. U were at MOS. many people many other palces. i yearn for my break.
and my BIG LUCKY BREAK.