-bloody mary xmas-

should have been happy
should have been glad
the eve was
but no today wasnt

irritable irritable irritable irritable irritable
irritable irritable irritable irritable irritable
irritable irritable irritable irritable irritable

irritable irritable irritable irritable irritable

irritable irritable irritable irritable irritable

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irritable irritable irritable irritable irritable

irritable irritable irritable irritable irritable

irritable irritable irritable irritable irritable
irritable irritable irritable irritable irritable
irritable irritable irritable irritable irritable

irritable irritable irritable irritable irritable

why am i combusting

why cant anyone understand me

why cant anyone appreciate what i am doing for their sakes?

what am i working hard for

but why am i always being blamed

i know money cant help everything

but isnt it an immediate need

and im doing my best to help so many others

whom have never felt like i been before?

can anyone understand?

NOBODY DOES

money cant buy friends

cant buy love

cant buy care

but who wants to be with someone who is always in need of money but cant afford everything

THINK!

enjoy yourselves

be it overseas trips

chalets

overnights

parties

camps

baking cookies cakes what not

hugging

kissing

presents

dinners

get together under the tree

plain do nothing

bloody merry xmas to you all..

i just want to smile..and see others smile. but all i get is another teary Xmas..