-that girl, that girl-

-should have...offered to send you-

2nd day of leave. finally have some free time to do my own things entirely..
had to stupidly cash in my 1 thousand dollar note to "feed" my bank account cause its empty then pay my hp bill to reconnect it (make it sound like i always delaying payment.. sheesh)
days of being asset rich but not yet cash rich..

marina square. horrors. couldnt find what i wanted to buy! panic...
and stupid m)phosis woman say the display piece is not available for sale at all.. so where they got it from? argh its so nice..though not the Original..

running around Far East. peeking into salons. lol.. found tingting after a big round at 1st floor. and silly..paiseh for what.. not that unglam or what at all..

tingting as usual dressed stylishly. grey and black-ish striped coat/dress. signature black nail polish (heex..) and her little dark crystal and scorpio pendant. oh i cant stop looking at tthe mascara. make-up really is an art..

shopping for her heels. bought a ring. bought what i was looking for. bought slippers. tingting bought a pair of slippers too..and saw 4 pairs she liked..just didnt have size >_<

dinner at VILA'GE.. rosti crepes calamari corona's snapple. too bad we talked more than we ate..ah didnt finish the food..strangely.. tingting doesnt like calamari..pity

at least you are liberated now tingting. very soon go for what you really want and no longer have to suffer in silence. it will all fall into place without you having to fret over all the things going wrong for you. its so sad still.. for someone your age.. to feel like what i am feeling now..plus with all the weight of my commitments these years...

face of a girl
mind of a woman
people like us
forced to mature with the turmoils of time

my bad
the rain kinda messed things up
had to make you hold the file over your head...
kinda cute
but kinda bad.
my bad

eating makes you happy.
"who is happy? who is happy?"
haha
and the 'raspberry cream' mitten
chupa chups
and earring shopping
smiles all around
that should be the way.. right?

should have..let time slow down
should have..asked why did you burn your hand
should not have..let you board the bus alone..

you are like a decent guy
haha
i sure hope i am
there are only so many people who see the real me
theres time to know who i really am
than tell me
am i good or bad
(",) enjoyed yourself?