-i realised..yet again-

just back from guard duty.. gotta be a long week till 6 feb when i can get out again

went dinner and shopping and drinking with Jiez..
i got the earrings..
lament lament lament..


i guess its perfectly ok to be a weekend lover
as long as there is no lasting commitment involved?
so long i can be an anchor for someone's hunger
its not wrong to be a service like that..am i right?
i mean
if a girl is out looking for love
its not wrong to satisfy a pang in her
if she doesnt get her desired outcome at the end of the week
of course
it would help
perhaps
if there was just a little tinge of love
in the clandestine (perhaps not?) relationship
that gives it a kick..


heck
i really dont mind
its not selfish