-winds of change-

got my net back
at my new house
notice:its not MY home. just anew residence

one week of non-blogging
countdown till now

resolutions
promises
wishes
one granted
to see you
well not exactly
but i found you by the beach
ferry you in front of me on the bicycle
if only its my girlfriend huh?
didnt stay for breakfast
but a movie..you asked
i smiled.inside

yup you are right
you completed my promise
the first person i saw at daybreak
:)

but i also got to know
im not cut out for this
for i can never ask for something that isnt mine
cause i care and concern
for those who have concerns for others
lick me
cause im sour

snow spray and water bombs
noisy sparklers and resolutions
will i be making the speech the next time around>
im so close as of now
i dont want to sense a trip
oh how i want to soar

who is there to catch me
support my jump
and not have a single tinge of odubt or holding back?
cause thats what i need
too many people's doubts corrode the mind
and the "dearest" of them too

living dead
4 months
tide it over
breathe anew

oh forgive me. i was bitter.
5th of jan.
i cant bear to look
for people
fall into the hole they dug
i dont want it to tear you apart again
but
is it sour grapes
or am i just uncannily right
everytime i feel this

but nobody listens the first time round
do they?