-crap week-

monday was jiajia birthday..they celebrate at new office but i didnt go.
stupidly have to go back camp to take MC for my feet injury/infection/whateveryoucallit..

tuesday at camp chalet..tanah merah. out of place. quite nice. swim. jacuzzi. sauna! maxed out exfoliation! (i think) then after that realised..its crap and faux camaraderie.. and i am supposed to look "just MC-ed" afterwards..

wednesday. nua.. take injection for flu vaccine..nua.. sleep.. go office take appts..

thursday. nothing special. play water polo. violently. with some girls inside too. nobody likes to lose. blah blah..just get me out of camp for this short week..

friday. meet jiajia at her house area. my old house area. same what.. she not feeling well..still have to chiong homework and juggle stuff..and her lao po birthday present.. dots .. at night. ate fish and co. and realised when i left jiajia also just finished.. dots how come didnt see at all..

likesupermonotonous..withalltheworktobedone..andnot really my own time to plan right? i hate earning so little. i hate the no support feeling. i know i cannot ask for anything beyond...

but i guess my segment on sat noon was ok? mummy also said so. Von also.. my mother and uncle too.. i guess i was a little shaky still and some words still blurted out awkward.. today is tiffany birthday..no wonder jiajia went office. mummy went home so early sleep.. i think minz went jolin concert...is it?


long wait... but pining on the many 'maybes' i can achieve after that...