-go go go on-

im the energizer bunny. i keep going. yoU testify ok?

You see yourself in the mirror
And you feel safe coz it looks familiar
But you afraid to open up your soul
Coz you don't really know, don't really know
-Gone Going by B.E.P ft Jack Johnson

i admit i sometimes am still like this, but even i am impressed i am still lasting this long
after seeing so many flaws in the system and the people, and the ungrateful stuff i will never say

im still on my own path, i dont carry buckets, i wanna build the pipeline,
and i respect those who laugh at me, and i never look down at those who carry buckets too :)
and after i build it up again, alot of people will have consistent supply of water, while i teach people to build it : :)

coming to the end of the year already.
1 years and 4 months of suffering with me.
baby still can take it?
i still cant take it that i only have the high life with yoU for only such a short period of time,
and having to let yoU bear with me all this more than half a year.
i thank yoU for the strength, and i apologise for the angst.
sometimes on the phone i make yoU frown, make yoU cry
i want to tell yoU im distracted, thats not an excuse, but im improving
and i always want to make it up to yoU.
busy busy aside...things will slowly clear up..
so look forward to December k?

i wanna tell the world, the brain is an interesting matter
it believes everything you tell it, it pieces evidences for you to justify what you think is right.
and repeat repeat repeat
lies can become truth
facts can become twisted
so speak to yourself kindly, even if you dont last, you live happier

i wanna tell the world, my law of attraction
to bring together all like minded people
new friends
old friends
"forever friends" who dont remember me anymore

hey i am still here!

second chances dont appear often in life
i cherish every moment more than before
i cherish everyone more than before
i want to help all of you. talk to me. anything and everything
and if at any moment i seem disinterested
i give you the right to slap me there and then

Deal? (>_<)
tally as of today: 2.5k in 2 deals.
come on! thats not bad already!! (but far from the past i know. im not content)