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Change the voices in your head and u can change the World

hi peepz been long huh? well for those who knw i was awayyyyyy.. yep.

heres a log: 23rd april 2005. wad a dream in the night. second day in camp n i dreamt of Lily.. odd.. but nevertheless it was a happy dream. nv felt such warmth in a long time but the hug in the dream felt so fine..

24th april. MY BDAY! WEE... 19 years old.. Shai Wani Estella Melissa girlgirl sms me greetings..too bad i din have tie to reply them.. hafta lights off. N SHE sms me too. not that it matters anymore. to me a new start is a good start. Woo.. the tekong moon was so bright that night. with a single star in the sky... ..lol oh ya.. today had a double jab.. anyone tried a dual injection at both arms at the same time? lol.. typhoid n tetanus ja bat each arm. woo.... can see the medic also stressed..

27th april 05: finally have games.but no soccer..captain's ball. man.. benjamin whacked my ribs.. rolling around on the pitch .. we lost the match.. thx to the ah gua indian who avoided the ball whenever it went to him la.. volunteer somemore.. extra seh.. din knw the army had so many people who cant coordinate arms n eyes n brains.. psychomotor skills terrible.. and i dreamt that SHE came back to me. haha. but this time i nv took it as a priority as i still went for meal with friends. looks like it is a true indication that it will all be forgottened..

To me. 24th April 05 is a new start. a new year for me.

28th April. HER bday. ha. din matter a bit. if SHE thinks SHE can make amends by introducing others to me SHE is just plain sarcastic to me. damn angry at my performance at the IPPT classification.. everything dropped standard.. damn pissed.. sorry guys for letting u all see my dark face.. GLOOM.. better buck up.. oh ya. melissa girlgirl.. u nv reply me sms .. 27th i call u u scared ah? sorry for the worries....

29th April. sprint interval training.. wahaha.. damn fun. but i think over exerted my legs ache even when sitting down.. first aid training.. wow. nv knew could be so fun. but my company is still very tough compared to others with the same PES grading.. :(