-regret to say. sorry to the rings who will never have an owner-

so it all ends here?

8 days. 8 weeks. 8 months. fruitless waits though i keep pining that the day will come. even 8 years i will. all because of a pact we made before and a four lettor word we share. surely it speaks volumes that i haven't had a change of heart all these time as compared to your change within a month? im not complaining. i just can't justify.

it used to be that i will detest or feel agitated when i think of the days, the things that we did, the places we went by, the sms u send me after that. yes i was angry. i wanted to avoid. i did my best to disappear. but no. i realised something else was correcting my behaviour eventually. i should'nt be like this. cause i still feel it.

"forgiveness is giving up the right to hurt you for hurting me"

i will erase the past that you do not like and await a new story to unfold. even if it comes to nothing.

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im beat. nobody to appreciate what i draw anymore. it all used to mean something.