-in the beginning-

in the beginning of a relationship

a girl gives a guy a brief look that says you could be the one to make me happy.

in this subtle way she actually initiates the relationship.

this look encourages him to come closer.

it empowers him to overcome his fears in a relationship.


13/12/05
“。。。你找到你喜欢的人了没有？” e most vulgar thing you said in the night. despite the S-word F-word A-words

lesson this week: the ones who did right or didnt do wrong will eventually get blamed together with those who faulted. only thing is that those who did wrong dont feel as much blame as those who didnt. the right will only feel more wrong, while the ones who ought to feel bad dont see the point. getting away scot free. from guilt.

and drubbing on.. i dont see how dabbling in mindless crass jokes about sex, anatomical analogies, suggestive actions and sounds makes the speaker and involved parties any mature. PUH-LEEZE. i dont understand the whole bunch of them. so is this part of growing up? then i would rather be a kid then. self-indulgent in their pointless and tasteless jokes.


女孩越过小路爬上了山丘
那时的她还不懂
为什么萤火虫都不动
停驻在夜空
点亮了小小宇宙
女孩慢慢长大却还是懵懂
那时的她还不懂
为什么大人们
能抽空为失恋喝杯酒
却没空看看星空

女孩不再单纯却不够成熟
这时的她虽然懂
为什么美丽总有哀愁
每当有泪儿流
却回到那个宇宙
女孩有天将会到哪里出走
哪时的她总会问
为什么一个梦那么重

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