-ahh.. the beauty of patience-

haven i said before. that patience is wonderful. a gift that sadly you dont possess..

see how this patience would have been so much more fruitful..

did not see what i could become, and only saw the present. at that time. life is transcient. despite my assurances, it doesnt come to fruition.

so they came over. lol watch Be With Me.. i buy haven watch so just nice.. its a very touching story. so very nice. but zoan like getting so bored.. aha falling asleep.. eat abit. talk complain. watch tv. too bad no radio to play some songs. haiz. just whiling the time away.

they took turns falling asleep la. so much for wanting to hold all the way.. haha. not like me. supposed to be the most tired one around..

then i smelt something. something so familiar. that lingers. that i used to miss. that i used to smell and remember everywhere.. so i ask her: u put baby lotion? zoan say no. turns out is zj put baby powder.. ah..
drats. such triggering emotions..

left at 3. after seeing dad and mum at different times. still such hypocrites.. acting concern.. think i dunno its also spying on what we will do? but they could last beyond 12. lol. all the better. my world. my rules.

the people who were around could have been.... what i had wanted.. and could have been so much better..

but. alas... patience's the gift thats lost, and happiness' reward that did not arrive.

你叫我听的“倒带” 很明显是无法等待。
what could have been will just be a part of my imagination. i bury them with me.