-i miss sex ( i wish i could say that) -

冻结那一天
冻结初遇那一天
冻结那爱恋
冻结吻你那瞬间

冻结那空间
冻结有你那世界
冻结那画面
冻结不让它溶解

JJ lin - 冻结. some part of the beautiful meanings read and enjoy the full lyrics click me

thursday 8 june. well im back from Tigerstride. well i nearly died there. twice. my boot was caught in the camouflage net and nearly send me flying off the vehicle. then on the last day i had to coordinate my people when i ran across the road without looking and the incoming vehicle nearly ran into me. i dont know what caused me to stop. i just didnt notice the things around me. days of blistering cold and rain and controlled sleep. i was fortunate to come back i think. then i admit i was weak. that i thought about U the whole week. and i was waiting for your calls. and that voice.....

friday off. didnt know what to do. went down coy to refresh what i had missed out about 2 weeks worth of stuff. and made a target to earn USD200 this week. and were talking about strategy and the girls talking about how to bet for world cup. i dont feel good about this time anyways. see how it all goes . and well i guess girls and me still dont mix. because i dont see why Angeline still so secretive even though i went home with her a few times already that cant even say her birthday openly and only to Von? joke.. but well i dont really keep it in mind. just that haha Von also agree sometimes Angeline so blur we can go different frequency. "angel + devil" and "half a pair of wings"

sat. went out with meiz. haha silly girl sms me when the train arrive, and luckily she could finish her homework in time. and she got treats from two uncles who struck 4D..hehe shh..
Reservations = Jump queue heh! took photo in our big BIG ROOM number 806. wa its so big that can lie down can jump up and down and nobody can do anything. sing alot of songs, and meiz only snatch my song parts to sing. lol and thats why she so happy somemore. bish. Taurean oddities? and yahoo finally someone can complement my 珊瑚海 and 被风吹过的夏天. ya but can see she enjoys life so much more now without him. (and the cutest thing is meiz mummy still ask her careful when go out with me. diao. wanted go talk to her mummy but meiz say very weird. haha. not even boyfriend or what leh..) been sometime since i walked around cck. so just walk back to meiz void deck. and she really thought i will go up. but im serious what. just want her to be trusted more . slowly . thats what i been through. (,")
buy G2000 pants, belt. and have no idea why the nice shirt meiz chose looks weird with my pants. so didnt buy the shirt. sigh..

Question: U ask me go orchard. U 2 ate but i was hungry. then Jiali left. so u ask me to go down to accompany u before ur other friend meet u? hello. i dont know but i feel that what am i? a bodyguard or a replacement to call for when u need? like that? a few hours only and leave after ur friend comes? i know i give in a lot to u. but surely this is asking too much? and im having fever right now shivering in my pyjamas. it doesnt matter that i can turn back in the train, but the reason i be there is .. ??

爱虽然很美妙　却不能为了寂寞　又陷如两人痛苦的情形

i had visions. of the first movie we went. and the last sentosa that we enjoyed. and the time at JP mac when u said in front of Faezah that i could never compare to him. and the time outside the door when i cried and you activated so many people. that i scared u.

its said when a person is going to leave the world the past flashes past. all i know is my heart knows its directions and i never meant any fear. and if people all judge me by my past i can only regret who brought me up this way.
but who will let me try my own way now. sometimes there are no second chances. no. make it theres never a second chance for me. if only people can go through what i see in my eyes. and what pains im now immune to.

爱要耐心等待　仔细寻找　感觉很重要
宁可空白了手　等候一次　真心的拥抱

who is o give in? and when is it wrong to continue giving in?
the difference between a guy and a girl is that a guy can never show pain.
thats why he has to cry and scream into a pillow and put on a brave face when he is shattered into pieces inside. i know this is the third time. but i wont cry anymore no more over any girl after tonight.
good morning world. not that i haven woken up. i have tried forgeting.

那次流过的泪　让我学习到如何祝福　如何转身不要 在眼泪体会到 爱不是一种需要