-Agony. and Change.-

waking up

another day of challenges,not problems,arises with you

despite it being so much more like yesterday

you have just got to take it head on.

I help people

not expecting them to offer some voluntarily

but why dont they realise

the feeling of hopelessness

and a hand that pulls them through

should not be bitten upon?

Not blessed with god-like looks

nor Casanova-ish charms

riches like a king

much less an accomodating family.

All i ask

is a heart's fulfillment

a challenge's passed

her world opened up

simplicity gone.

Should i blame myself for this liberation

that brought to her insatisfaction of so many attributes of her own

or should i just curse

that i shown her the wings

enticing her to fly

and couldnt use my own

to catch up in the heavenly flight.

I have been positive

close to 2 months now.

I have a future

far and bright as it may be

Alone with the blessings of my

two angels

i hope

shall be enough to drive me on

and the whole bunch of my inspiration

let us fight

to our dreams

our success

my cars

my house

my own restaurant

my stability.

Im no longer bitter

nor do i miss the times

although it is true

it would be better now

but i stopped wallowing

or trying to hide it all?

Dont be afraid to change

I seek an escape

an abode

where im at peace

the scars have made me afraid

but what if im not afraid