-my strength-

u were my strength when i was weak
u were my voice when i couldnt speak
u were my eyes when i couldnt see
when u were around i was alright

LEARN TO LET GO OF EVERYTHING YOU FEAR TO LOSE

i m going that way.

maybe parallel lines will meet again one day.
but im not holding my breath.
cause its suffocating me already
(but i still hope u will be the first to sit in my car. but until now nobody cuts the queue. im not waiting too)

seeing how Anakin got corrupted by love and wanting the best for himself and Padme in
Star Wars Episode 3. i m so deply sadden by his promise. yes im like him in a way.
i love. i know what is right. and i want the best for us. but it seems going for what you want can also make you fear what you may lose. so i have lost. and Anakin lost Padme when he failed to see that he was blinded by the power and confidence.

chasing shadows. seeing how my local two cakeshops fighting over customers. 4 for $2 became 5 for $2. shouting "warm bread!" this type of life of fighting for money is not for me. yes im losing my fighting spirit again. why? because im having fever and seeing my spending ability go down? i dont want any excuses.

fly away. be lost in the midst of the billions of people in the world. tomorrow is a new day. i have no fear of the unknown. because i know i can do something to it. and not just worry and give in to people who dont cherish.