-needs.wants-

im so sick of being sick.
i cant even eat the things i want to eat
i cant even sleep or keep still without feeling pain

am i going seriously crazy after all this pushing?

i cant help it. i need someone to be there to support me. and i mean someone
who can i look to? its no longer so simple.
cause its not just anyone.

im breaking... GAWD what can i do?
shattering..
why is it that helping people suddenly seems so hard??
when what i am doing is not wrong?

i dont even know who is reading this. can U empathise with me? please?

i need _ to be there
i dont want to face _ alone..