oww

its painful ok
disappointed?
what about what am i going through?

i didnt get my congratulations for the tournament. but i only win 1 out of 3..

im still human
i can make my choices
and i will
i need this life
a new life
but not die getting it
i dont doubt the efforts i see
but please

look at me now
swollen eyes
stuck throat
runny nose
generally a wreck
so what if i can earn more moeny slogging to fulfill my commitments

as of now i only know i am F miserable

and nobody to lean on