-why dont u want (to take care of yourself)-

sunday booking in sick. walking as fast as i can. in my long sleeve cotton shirt. trying to sweat it out. its tuesday le and my fever is 4 days old. it doesnt feel warm. just very irritating. and no i didnt measure temperature. its too common. sigh

i even forgot what i wanted to write for blog. duh. oh ya jennifer jio me go church. hmm. maybe see see ba? but feels kinda weird also. dont know. dont think so. but how to reject.. nvm. just ..forget it ba.
i dunno how to go out with girls anyway.

why u sick u can still try to go to work? is money really so important to u? and not going or not going off will harm u more than staying ma? dont say im irresponsible, im only responsible if u meet anything unfortunate. and ur boss, u sick still dont let u go? i complain to MOM k. he cant get anything out a sick employee too! now u may say im exaggerating.. but have u thought of the consequences.. to u as well as me?
u say vomit green stuff. u know how worried im? even my friends thought i talking to new gf. i just scared u get dengue or what.. worse..like me. but touch wood k. u better stay home eat and sleep well. drink alot water. and only go out/work when u 100%. see what i meant when i say that night u not well want go out so late..

20 years old le. must take care of urself. ur not like me. im more used to it. i going running tml morning. then sweat it all out i should be fine le. and i can understand why u dont want my medicine.

its too bad that im me. i cant be sweet.

when im sick i make myself warmer and sweat. maybe next time can try making me hotter when im sick. cause i can do IT 4 times a day. proven. but just to get myself sweat. whats the point. the feeling's lost anyway. no more.

tuesday drop by singapore pools. get a few bread. and my dinner porridge. then i went out and realised if i had taken lesser time to get home, i would have been crushed under a Mazda 3.. yes. the car crashed in front of my house traffic light. the one i always cross and run without waiting the lights to change. i could have been there. but seeing the crowd and the truck towing the car away.. i just want go home and eat and rest.

mind's been pretty empty.. if only i could help ease your suffering. in anyway.

[scorpions dance with their tails straight up at the 12 o clock sun. at their sexual peak. they dance with the female until they are satisfied and they mate. dragonflies fly around each other and mate in mid flight, following one another. the animal kingdom's way of courtship = attract- sex - family - happily ever after. thats why sometimes im ashamed for us humans. humans do the flirting and attraction, then get married and have sex and a family. yet it doesnt mean they all remain faithful like animals. see how the reverse pattern works for animals? humans are less great than many animals after all. but it doesnt mean humans can live with the animal's love pattern.]

i wanna be a dragonfly. cause i saw this pair flying around me in the afternoon sun. yes they are joined to each other and following where the first one leads it to fly.

rest well. reply me when u can. or maybe i can go find u.. day off. do what..?