-Op.post Op-

thursday night 24august.
travelling home thinking was going to go coy or not.. then mummy suddenly called. wah. godsent message! mummy and xiao mei go haircut.. so i have time go back put stuff and cahnge out of formal. feel abit bad that i left people at coy who may have been waiting for me. >_<>

felt very perturbed for the few days but.. i dont think anyone can talk to.. all having exams etc. so distract myself ba.. lao da went xiao mei house too.. play awhile. can say i left a very bad memory ba. cause of mum's calls and my responses. i feel so useless. asking both of us to go die since so xin ku. i even mumbled that the next day operation i can just dont tell them and let infection set in.. but mummy understands.. they also dont want me to say these inauspicious stuff. can i help it? i dont know. at least not now yet.

LAO DA promise buy me a money clip wallet once i hit USD500 CF!
heh heh..

i kept my promise.i reach home before 4am k. sleep...
11am 25august. reach Alexandra. thought have to hospitalise. chey.. didnt last as long. put me on one bed for fun only.. injections x8. "a little pain just a little injection" the doctor said. but no... 8! i felt 8 pokes la.. wa.. bear with it only.. then felt them scraping poking and cold liquids. "dug" out the little red clump and show me. well see whats the results ba.. 15 days MC. what can i do.. alone at home? i will go mad. very gao wei. the bandage. making sitting down or bending difficult.

day 2 of MC and i already going crazy. feeling fever. sometimes weak. now abit dry cough. U tell me dont drink cold drinks. but u never reply fast enough i drink the pearl milk tea le.. oops

-Taka jewellery diamond earrings? okay. we go take a look k? even though i didnt hit BAM but.. a promise to u is a promise-

solving my problems bit by bit. of course somethings have to involved money. but thats the least of the concerns.

-想对你的告白，无从下手.
只怕如果说出口,不想看见你那无奈,
慌张,
不知所措,
不知道该怎么样应付的表情.-

ahh.. how? wait again?

(u went haircut today. so long never see u...so what movie u and ur guy friend u met late went to? hope its not something i want to watch. if not..means i cant watch le. diao. whats my point..)

mummy..i dont want to be 笨笨得了. must grow. must improve. but must make you all laugh. naturally.
8 days to go.. >_<"