-sianhalf-

i dont want excuses i want real hard work and results i deserve. thats why i dont see i have lost or anything. people are rich. but i can work harder. and work harder now to be sufficient for future. our future. so people can say anything to me now. i must persevere. its not just EDT its for a lifetime.

yesterday did my first grouping and teaching values to them! yay.. feel like papa liao.. but gotta brush up the confidence more so.. and find the right materials and expression to them. so far not bad.

today walk to Raffles.. sightsee leisure walk while me and mummy's babies go 2nd EDT. sending them off to "primary" one..haha.. i like the feeling of responsibility.. i will make it better. eat Ben and Jerry's first time! ah ha Mix N' Match. yum.. at night the last fireworks. wowee.. too bad. thought u called will want to go somewhere. i also dunno how to ask u. study? or go where? or relax for exam. i dunno. maybe u spending time with friends all then dont need find me. but mummy can tell.. my face cahnge. i must have personal mastery. or i rather hide..

mummy has the confidence and ability to carry off the Forever 21 dress.. why dont want to buy.. haiz.. ARGH!