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am i feeling it? or just a sense of foreboding.

its like "c'mon do it!" vs "haha here we are again what you gonna do?"

perturbed. am i just not fit to play this game.

"i can say i can always be there
always will cuz i know u ar GD :)
pls pls anything tell me k?!"

thanks for the reassurance from U. but i get no answers.

ah i know Von must be thinking "what the heck?" am i doing. but its just a little something harmless.
touch my heart search my soul.

USD 125 payout. whoopie? can buy my Zara shirt. maybe sunday ba. ask Princess go ask Von go.. G2000 too.

2nd last night of being able to sleep as i please. tomorrow will get the lab report. and wednesday will be back in camp. groan? dont know. kinda miss camp. carry on.

appts + close = BAM.

happy birthday mr Calvin. ya i know push me push me.. just like Lao Da bite me..
so many people looking at me. i dont want to feel those eyes anymore. i want to show it. show them. not let M and KJ look down on me. make TS J and Em proud of me. and many more people.. i dont want to feel the heat of not being up to date enough. ARGH. am i just too weak in mind and sensitive? maybe thats why. i . am . alone .

Minority Report was cool. "You have a choice.." once you see the future.
question is, what will you be the decision you make?