-sent.off-

overnight since saturday
engrossed ourselves with childish games
earned 10 USD
talked about alot of things. free minds
seeing some of them knocking out here and there

explored the terminals (felt like its been decades since i last went, although there is this familiar twinge that i last went..with some..one.. eh.. hmm)

630 am mummy came. everyone felt a rush of emotions already. lingz and minz seem calm. could tell xiao mei was trying to conceal something already. i can tell. and i m ready. waited. "parked" there. Lao pa and gang started to crack stupid "setting bird free jokes". maybe they were trying to lighten the mood? but could tell not all were very impressed. tears started to form. my shoulder starts to get "expensive" due to the attention. i told Von : i think next time i can sell myself. i m the product. shoulder $20 for 2 hours. or hugs for $10 per hour. at least i can be of comfort to somebody. i will make big money at the airport. mummy went in but still turn around and look at our jokes and expression through the glass. and call out to tell xiao mei alot of things. and the cards and messages she had for us. 5 months xiao mei. 5 months mummy. we will be back to welcome you in coats. our people will become able dream chasers by then already. and continue fighting from there again all of us!

-aside, me and minz sat down and notice a couple. the girl is going to fly alone, but they seem to be quarrelling. and he stupid guy seems so blur as to how to handle that when the girl just turn and walk away a bit he will just slowly follow. dont even know how to hold on? or say something? people are going to leave already and you still want to quarrel? dumb.. seeing this minz and i also felt "duh" but just keep looking see whether there is any kiss-and-make up. didnt know where they went after that. haiz. distraction-

xiao mei xiao mei. i knew i shouldnt have let you go take bus alone at clementi. seeing how you control yourself. its not very good. i know its very tough on you from what is happening at home annd mummy leaving today. thats why i didnt want to interrupt you let you sleep on my shoulder throughout the journey and ask whether you want go out anywhere when you dont want to go home first. but after that you went home seems to be happily went to bed when i called you. but you cried on the bus ride right.. haiz. i knew i shouldnt have .. sorry. but let me take over for the moment. mummy knows and can understand. i will standby when you need me k? i been through similar things andi dont want the same extent to happen to you. it will only help if you are open about it to me k. cause you know that you too one day will be ablt to handle it yourself. let this be a transition phase. jiayou. fight on. we will all still be here.