-SUPERSTAR-

wake up 0700. reach around 1100
the long queues. the humidity. stupid smokers. the laughs along the way. the manual fan.
welcome to Toa Payoh HDB hub where queueing for PROJECT SUPERSTAR is carried out.
lol. and got cut off. became 2904. 4th person to queue for day 2 ! whoopie.. much much more efficient.

went Marina to eat. and saw my Zara shirt again.. cant wait.. and went to company. lol. lao da joking with Princess after i showed her Emcom. everyone is infected by her.. ms cindy weiling-jie even Fav-manager also kena chap in. (oops excuse my english again) but luckily he knew his position and didnt linger. and not only i feel. i didnt say anything. but Princess felt it too Mummy ..that lao da is showing it very obviously. we didnt want to know. but he very much wanted to show. and [oops we smell smoke bbut.. still.. for his good la..]

walking to Esplanade Princess ask alot of questions about us. so very much want her to be part of us you know? but her experience from VE is disruptive. but she saw DCP people having fun. play laugh and 路边的野花不要采. she no longer there already but she neither earned nor spent there. but still had a promotion..hmm 我要走淑女路线: she say haa..

eat at the ben and jerry's i ate with mummy. but this time had sofa seat. half lounge there half sleep. see her play bomberman while we talk about alot of things in life. and hmm..talked about U abit also..yawn. and bombing alot of IQ questions and cold jokes..欠扁啊！ and that became dinner. bish.send home. next day report for audtion 10 am. means wake up 730..groan. haha

“明天陪我去吗？就知道你最steady朋友的了！" -> punch into the arm. lol. she say. also dont know why was going alone even though other friends going different time.

Sunday . on time. 0930 reached. no queue. familair faces from previous day. started to pour in. 2901.2902.2903.2904. register..go waiting room. by 1130 jitters were gone. 25th to sing. and 25th to say NO = OUT. first 25 participants all didnt go through. dang! pitch problems. i heard. nah! your loss! next year! went yoshinoya Cine. eat and talk alot about what to specialise in [sleep? acting cute? bowl? pool? swim? sing? dance? having nothing pro at? maintain beauty? or increase 内涵？] haha now can pressure Princess one book one day. play air hockey. look at rings. [they never have black rings that i like ..grr] take 174. bomberman.. bish.. hand over to parents. pass BB. didnt go down. even though had nothing to do. hows Ur work at BB lobby? as much as i am free.. i didnt feel.. go down to find U? dunno..

a house thats not home
a feeling thats without love
a direction without clear signs

ate my own KFC dinner. felt sick. tired. just... want to breathe my last.. and give up.

SAVE ME. my DRIVE is at a bottleneck.

hit BAM in september? please..