-writer's block-

GAWD...

how could i get a writer's block today.. cant even think of a title..

anyways.. pretty average week.. a couple of late nights with Q Rus and GEP (though not all are involved intensively at the same time) trying to think up ideas and songs for the MMP for promotion/closing night. and having to go thru the "board of censors" of one man. lol. well it was fun.. though i would have added more controversial stuff but.. for the public good.. i shan't.. haha

hmm.. did hear abit about lao da's problems while he was outside. sigh. why do girls/scenarios always feel the same? its always either the guy is overprotective or dont care enough. please. there is no in between for girls. its always either too much or too little. even zoan agrees. forget it man. hearing all this makes me even more determined. if i ever ever "lucky or unluckily" get involved in the same scenario, i will not carry on. i will just end it there and then. why do guys always have to be the party to be blamed. i see how lao da used to save money like me on own stuff just to spend on stuff and times together with his gf. and even he tried with all 4 ex that he had: dont care too much/ protective/ heck care/ overprotective. its always either this or that!

nobody will ever know what we go thru. so i sympathise with u lao da..
but sorry i couldnt say anything or advise anything about that at the time.
me too have not figured out. but if its not your fault. really. all 3 of us think so too. sad to say, girls twirl us around at their will, breaking promises when they think it is acceptable without asking about our opinion.

oh ya. and its always outside environment and people who influence them. school mate. work colleague. am i not surprised..

so all i can say lao da is.. good luck. happy new year and don go chasing after the shadows u cant grasp. for if you feel that she has become the man in the r/s and u got no say.. its better that it ends early rather than in divorce.

like im in the position to say that...

if only i can think that way too... thats only good for others that i advise..

i want a permanent haircut. leave it there and dont touch. *whines~*

hate moi face. loves everything else.