-the man we know as Raja-

S Rajaratnam, 1 of the founding members of the PAP, wrote the National Pledge in 1966, and was the 2nd Deputy PM of the country.

The departure of one of the country's pioneers this week. may he rest in peace. although i do not know him very well, but from what i have seen and heard these days, i do respect him much.

His utmost wish for all races to bond together for the country's development..

He lives near Q's house. had alzheimer's in his latter years. but what struck me was the post-it notes he left on Piroska's, his late wife, portrait to remind himself of his undying love for her. she left 15 years ago due to pneumonia, a disease i personally came across which can be quite scary. they had no kids, meaning they only had each other, and they dated thru WWII..

Not that i would have the chance to experience the same as them. but these ever-lasting love stories still tug at my heart strings even though i feel myself growing colder towards these matters of the heart.

R.I.P dear Sir and Ma'am

Q asked me by chance this week " have u ever exchanged sweets by mouth before?"
how would he know. in fact there are plenty more "swwet" gestures... but.. i rather let them pass with time..

ACTUALLY guard duty is not all that bad. standing outside getting a different view. a different breeze. thinking time. no distraction. just abit monotonous and troublesome at times..

thursday night got to go out. usually i wont have . but heck just go have fun. got people to sing with. but seems like the song i wanted to sing to u, u will never get to hear it.

what else.. Jay's 轨迹
even at Aviary, when i sing half way the phone mysteriously turned off. and so i thought u can hear. but u didnt. and u said ZJ sings better then me. heck. u dont cant even tell whose voice it is already too.

got lots of duets can try with zoan. good practice. never knew i can reach and control those notes. and sorry guys. no i didnt change mood after the phonecall came. eyes were bloodshot and i was tired..

温岚-祝我生日快乐：“还爱你。。。带一点恨。。“

FEVER 37.9. 38.4 ..... Doc didnt drip me. gave me paracetamol. like i dont have my own.. sleep whole day. slack. didnt want to go home. just sleep in for duty lor..hmm

friday night in bunk alone. watch Beauty and the Geek. u had to call and ask that question. why must i always be associated with the girls around me? u like to drag the people around me with me is it? what do u get? to ask the camp girls accompany me? when will u learn? and who will ever know what i really truly want. its just a simple, very simple thing.

简简单单

-1st March. Lily, Yvonne, Xinni, Adeline, Wanteng, Jasmine, Fabius, Shaun, Meng, Renyih, Khe, Sookfern. all the best for the results. and go soar for greater heights. meanwhile let me contemplate my own options..-

paraphrase Umberto Eco's words -> the absolutely unreal has become the new reality.

Change is the ONLY Constant.. nowadays



feel.so.retarded.mug on sink ledge. touch/knock.slip. try to catch. handle broke into 3. body smashed. fingers flowing blood. thank god the week is going to end. what luck i had for this week. to be a kind person and land myself in my own dilemma of commitments. and these lethargy. and this bloody accident. literally. sigh. book in in 3 hours.