-how i wish-

-How i wish things would turn out differently

When there was just u and me

All the wrong things said

All the wrong things done(and not done)

The most inopportune time

At the most imopportune place

On the most inopportune occasion

Came across by the most inopportune people

I tried. Hard. it fell thru. but now i try again

Poured scorn upon me by those who know

That i gave all just to be with u

Maybe i know i will never succeed

but i know i never will admit

As much as i want to see u

My eyes light up and my lips smile

Yet its my heart that bleeds and weeps

But i still try

Though the mind says go but the heart remains
and even so i will only be afraid of the ultimate answer
but right now all that remains
is a hollow me waiting to be filled
passively
standing there
facing the world
alone.
But i will still beam and fight
for the things everyday
with the past courage as a drive
while i ponder and wonder
i think
U r hapi now


And i still like to wait
i missed having to wait
like i always do and gotten used to before
as an anticipation of what will come
when people finally meet
and the realisation that they fulfilled their promise
and that they are safe
But i dont stand in the way anymore
Rest Assured-