-downstairs.actually-

sorry i couldnt solve the question for u. i didnt take out my pen and paper in time. why u so agitated? i duno why u always can make me feel so bad so easily. i take all ur words very seriously .. so.. please dont stress calm down. i do what i can to help u de. i just dont want to feel u angry so easily..

sitting downstairs arond 1130 till 0205 am was nothing. was my wish to be there and give u pepero choc. haa then i see u close window then off lights.. then know ur bro turn on the lights there.. so bopian cannot go see u.. hope u dont feel mad at me. i dont expect u do anything because really i got the time and nothing to do. next time ba i guess. walk home exercise loh hmm.. u study very hard sure will get very good grades de. just thought u may be hungry got ice milo and choc for u bite bite..

k k just know u outside now le. abit cold today dont catch a chill. smile k? relax on ur rest days. jia you..
hope next week or when Click opens we go watch can?

-i just dont hope u would think that im pestering u. please no. if not i will be totally scared of doing anything le.i have the time i got nothing to do so i just thought can be there thats all. i wont do what i shouldnt do. i sincerely hope u are happy. even in the end..may not be me.. but.. dont just anyhow go 'dating' ur 'part time bf' or whatever u call him.. cause.. its just not u. and i dont want anything to happen to u. please. ok i sound naggy. thats what u dont like about me. but words are the only things i have now. when i cannot physically be there when u cry. or smile. or stress. bye bye. another week.-