-i blew my fuse-

so tired. overslept in camp. woken up. coordinated my people and went to do my fatigue work. setup. went out buy pastries and chips.arrange with drinks. sweat. quick lunch. unload stuff. examine my bleeding wound. carry up and down. ask for more help. get shit reply. go up find my chips eaten by the ingrates. nonchalance. i just blew my fuse. i threw my things on the bed and on the floor. dont fk with me. there are many things i could have sent you all to extras already. so what if you all are under Fatty G's "influence" like he is some trend setter? what else can he do except backstab? be like a man and say it to face. if not roll somewhere else and live in your dump.

Quen got Amanda le. whee weet weet.. thought you say you dont want to have any wrong involvement/impression with her? but alright hope you two made the right choice. your photos look happy. and dont care what OWP told you okay lolx. sex is entirely up to your discretion. no matter what he says la huh? ;)

-if im tired im deflated i have my role. my responsibility and the things i want to do. i want to get there. and make many people's life better. so do i take this path? or do i really wanna.... -