-i'd rather-

to feel the pain in return for happiness
to feel lost in return for a direction
to fail in return for true success
to be wrong in order to find the right one.

i heard le. that he and u are no longer together. and u feel all the pain all the tears. and he feels nothing and doesnt do anything. wasnt this just what i expected ba? if he was so perfect, why would she have left him etc etc.. im not going to bring all that up.

let time be YOUR remedy. and let the past be healed by the prospect of a better future.

i dont mind being there. for u only. cause u mean alot to me too. and oops u can tell i lack alot sleep. but this is a crucial period. i got alot of choices to make. i really dont know. and hope i dont make the wrong ones. or rushed ones. please...

doing what i need. then do what i want. and do what i love. i need to build a future. then i can say i wont fail anyone. i want to give only the best. wholly and wholeheartedly.

just by being around. hope i can do so much more. and dont save on the tears. let them go. and see the world in a clearer light. not having to forget or forgive him. but im always on the road with u. wait ba..

please do. not much else i think

-never having to suffer in silence. cry alone. weep in an unfamiliar place without support. my promise to u. a shoulder a hand and an ear. reserved-