-i thought i understand-

i did say before. the time i cooked for u and u ate. then u washed the egg stains off all the spoons for me. i thought i was going to marry u. even my mum said no girls in future will do these chores for you. or so i thought. but ya i always have images floating in. theres more in u than that..

today saw that im in the top 8 of EDT ranking. hmm. i didnt realise how its so easy. but im not top 3 yet. 3 weeks to go. fighting on. with all of you yes you you you yous... haha i will make it. if not i wont have tried. cause trying is not enough.

fight fight fight fight nehhhh

finally got a new bag. 36.90 with 10 per cent off at Westmall Zinc. lol. have to ask Yufen come and help give opinion so jialat my taste.. yay.. bigg bagg.. dont have to worry ugly bulky or old.
slowly slowly will replace my wallet.. and stuff if theres a need.

how r u and him. i dunno. thought i sounded bad on monday? thought u will ask me want go buy my clothes. but guess not important and u forgot too ba. so i stay in camp. then hear u todays tone.. its so bad. i haven heard u sound like that for very long le. i made time for u i flying finish my stuff then u go steamboat with cousin when u ask me drink with u liao. but nvm. eat more then drink if not will have stomachache. and always remember im here for u. i know it sounds bad but let go of the things that are hholding u back and preventing u from being happy. yes i know i m not fit to say that and even if u are single i wont have a chance i guess. but i already just want u to be happy. its not about having u anymore. is knowing i want to be there for u when u need. and helping u be happy. anything else is a bonus. take care k? dont cry too long.. i know eyes with tears usually see the world clearer.

love somebody not equals to possessing him or her
if u know what is really love its about letting him/her have the choice. and be happy
having him or her simply for the sake simply means u love yourself more than u think u love him/her

if u dont change what u do, u will always get the things u have always been getting. nothing new and nothing more.
that is called Fair..