-red eyed monster-
7-14 MAY
first really active week at coy. met alot new faces slowly warming to the people. and getting used to little sleep and ungodly hours. reading up and doing what others think as usual crappy stuff. but all a means to an end. my success. so i will follow no matter how taxing it will be. be fast, not anxious.
i guess the amount put in really does make you work harder. but also once you vision your goal you tend to be able to move towards it
WHAT WILL YOU DO IF YOU ARE NOT AFRAID? - Who Moved My Cheese
when was the last time you thanked a bus driver for bringing you to your bus stop? or said good night?
cause thursday night i took the reverse route bus with Angel to her stop then to mine i did it. pass midnight le ba. but the uncle dunno how to react . perhaps he didnt even care. used to it ba? chey. but i stil smiled and waved. ahh i did my part not my fault..neh neh neh.. (and oops sorry Angel i guessed your age wrong. of course you dont look old. just.. i like to guess older la. but you dont need meet curfew? hor hor! report to police..)
fri and sat- got this auntie with daughter and son on mrt. left train. i saw got a bag underneathe the seat and run after them ask them did they leave anything. the aunite gave me this look like i about to ask her for money. "no..no?" she answered , shaking head and turning away clutching her bag. then this onlooker stare at me like i have four eyes two noses and three mouths.heck. so much for civic-minded ah. so who left the bag behind. a white paper bag. with newspaper and other stuff. shit. now that i think of it. should have brought to control station.
then at raffles .walking taking my time cause early for appointment, this girl in front of me turned around twice. i wasnt even looking in her direction, just stoning as usual. then she took the escalator. i was like half the escalator length behind. then she looked back down again, and turned back front,using her file to cover the back of her skirt... 1st) : u wan to wear a short skirt then please be aware that people may look/ u wan others to amire ur legs but 2nd): I WASNT EVEN LOOKING AT YOU AT ANYTIME AT ALL! bloody hell.. i dont look at panties too. never did never will. its just a piece of undergarment whats the big fuss..
and finally the biggest thingy. going home on the bus i was standing. then when the bus about to reach one stop i received a tap on my shoulder. instinctively i turned around and let the uncle walk past and alight. but NO mister uncle u STARE at me like i just made your wife pregnant. and tap your ez-link and stare. and walk down the steps and stare. and walk out of bus stop and stare. uncle please if you are twenty years older you would just get a punch in your face from me i guarantee you. WHAT THE FUsS you trying to kick up? 1st) u didnt SAY a word of excuse or hint of moving 2nd) i moved IMMEDIATELY away once you tapped me let you go past and didnt bang into you nor step on you or what. 3rd) i didnt blame you for being a mute (cuz u didnt say a thing ) and you stare at me 4 times. what the hell is wrong with people. and the look makes u so cocksure that im in the wrong for not having psychic powers of knowing you going to alight is it? i can just press the bell and go down and break your bones ok?
done no wrong and get blamed is still ok. but done the right thing and people treat you like crap. see how you feel.
the girl at the coffeeshop at my house looked at me today. probably more than usual. uRgH.. ok so today i dress up nicest-est than ever i did at the coffeeshop, but so? oh.maybe my fault la k. never can get used to people see. cuz nothing to see.
how r U? whats with the depressing U i feel? i know u wont tell. singing song with cousin at Clementi ba. i ate my own dinner.
also. kinda sorry. that i never really dressed up for u to see.
i cant think of anytime.
and the only time when u praised that i look good.
not that i will hear it anymore
was during prom and in bed. without your glasses on.
is true i will dress up more now.
but for no social reasons whatsoever
cause the only attention i want to get now
is my business dealings
(god i might as well be gay. at least the people at colinandkero.blogspot.com are more shuai.
and Von's right. gay people are usually nicer looking than straight guys. so i got entirely no hope)
happy mother's day auntie. yes i mean Ur mum. and my mum. if she sees this. ha. one day to meiz' birthday.
hmm
a new week..
first really active week at coy. met alot new faces slowly warming to the people. and getting used to little sleep and ungodly hours. reading up and doing what others think as usual crappy stuff. but all a means to an end. my success. so i will follow no matter how taxing it will be. be fast, not anxious.
i guess the amount put in really does make you work harder. but also once you vision your goal you tend to be able to move towards it
WHAT WILL YOU DO IF YOU ARE NOT AFRAID? - Who Moved My Cheese
when was the last time you thanked a bus driver for bringing you to your bus stop? or said good night?
cause thursday night i took the reverse route bus with Angel to her stop then to mine i did it. pass midnight le ba. but the uncle dunno how to react . perhaps he didnt even care. used to it ba? chey. but i stil smiled and waved. ahh i did my part not my fault..neh neh neh.. (and oops sorry Angel i guessed your age wrong. of course you dont look old. just.. i like to guess older la. but you dont need meet curfew? hor hor! report to police..)
fri and sat- got this auntie with daughter and son on mrt. left train. i saw got a bag underneathe the seat and run after them ask them did they leave anything. the aunite gave me this look like i about to ask her for money. "no..no?" she answered , shaking head and turning away clutching her bag. then this onlooker stare at me like i have four eyes two noses and three mouths.heck. so much for civic-minded ah. so who left the bag behind. a white paper bag. with newspaper and other stuff. shit. now that i think of it. should have brought to control station.
then at raffles .walking taking my time cause early for appointment, this girl in front of me turned around twice. i wasnt even looking in her direction, just stoning as usual. then she took the escalator. i was like half the escalator length behind. then she looked back down again, and turned back front,using her file to cover the back of her skirt... 1st) : u wan to wear a short skirt then please be aware that people may look/ u wan others to amire ur legs but 2nd): I WASNT EVEN LOOKING AT YOU AT ANYTIME AT ALL! bloody hell.. i dont look at panties too. never did never will. its just a piece of undergarment whats the big fuss..
and finally the biggest thingy. going home on the bus i was standing. then when the bus about to reach one stop i received a tap on my shoulder. instinctively i turned around and let the uncle walk past and alight. but NO mister uncle u STARE at me like i just made your wife pregnant. and tap your ez-link and stare. and walk down the steps and stare. and walk out of bus stop and stare. uncle please if you are twenty years older you would just get a punch in your face from me i guarantee you. WHAT THE FUsS you trying to kick up? 1st) u didnt SAY a word of excuse or hint of moving 2nd) i moved IMMEDIATELY away once you tapped me let you go past and didnt bang into you nor step on you or what. 3rd) i didnt blame you for being a mute (cuz u didnt say a thing ) and you stare at me 4 times. what the hell is wrong with people. and the look makes u so cocksure that im in the wrong for not having psychic powers of knowing you going to alight is it? i can just press the bell and go down and break your bones ok?
done no wrong and get blamed is still ok. but done the right thing and people treat you like crap. see how you feel.
the girl at the coffeeshop at my house looked at me today. probably more than usual. uRgH.. ok so today i dress up nicest-est than ever i did at the coffeeshop, but so? oh.maybe my fault la k. never can get used to people see. cuz nothing to see.
how r U? whats with the depressing U i feel? i know u wont tell. singing song with cousin at Clementi ba. i ate my own dinner.
also. kinda sorry. that i never really dressed up for u to see.
i cant think of anytime.
and the only time when u praised that i look good.
not that i will hear it anymore
was during prom and in bed. without your glasses on.
is true i will dress up more now.
but for no social reasons whatsoever
cause the only attention i want to get now
is my business dealings
(god i might as well be gay. at least the people at colinandkero.blogspot.com are more shuai.
and Von's right. gay people are usually nicer looking than straight guys. so i got entirely no hope)
happy mother's day auntie. yes i mean Ur mum. and my mum. if she sees this. ha. one day to meiz' birthday.
hmm
a new week..
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5/14/2006 12:34:00 AM
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